Jan 30, 2004
Nathan,
This is the best way that i can think of to get my thoughts down for you to see. We talked about this a while back and it is still on my mind. i still want a baby. i dont know why i just do. there is one other thing that i forgot to mention....you know one of the guys that i would have considered as a father and hell no chris isnt one of them. i dont blame you if you freak out.....if you do please dont be mad...email me sometime hon. i really miss you. i do want to hang out some time just to talk. call me please.
love
beth
Posted at 01:47 am by butterflybb
Jan 28, 2004
you know what...im just going to flat out tell you....you should already know this...I LOVE YOU! not just love...but...well you know. i just dont want to tear you and chris apart. there i said it. please dont be mad and dont hate me.
love
beth
Posted at 01:59 am by butterflybb
Why does love have to be so hard? You know that you are in love with a person but you don't quite know how to tell them. You feel in your heart that they are the right one but you aren't sure that they feel the same. I have tried to figure out exactly how to tell this one person how I feel but I dont think that he feels the same so i am afraid to tell him. he means the world to me, but i don't quite know what to say......so i'll try the best i can here. he is the only one who i really want.....he should be reading this....
you know that i was with someone that we both know well for a while. i know that you are his best friend.....but that doesnt change the way i feel. i don't want to ruin a friendship....i dont want to hurt anyone. i just want to get my feelings out and in the open to you and only you. i just wish that i could know that you feel the same. i want to know how you feel, please tell me.....
love you,
beth.
Posted at 01:50 am by butterflybb
